So… I was talking to Nora in the car today on the way home from church. Feeling really great because it had been great to go back there.
And she asks me, “did your parents give you any advice when you were out in California about what to do in this situation?”
And I think about [...]

So… the entry we have all been waiting for. My field trip to the Colorado plateau. Which I simply can’t write about in a systematic fashion so I am just going to ramble and you are going to have to put up with me.
Let’s start by saying that I had a wonderful time, and I [...]

Woke up this morning, and started really thinking about how I would have felt if Steve had treated me the way I treated him. Maybe I shouldn’t have been so cavalier in saying I definitely wouldn’t have left. I wouldn’t have known what to do.
I think I am finally ready to write that apology letter [...]

Yesterday, I talked to Steve on the phone.
I asked him if he had thought about what he was going to do once six months have passed. (In Virginia you have to be separated six moths before you can get a divorce). He said he thinks about it everyday. But he doesn’t know. He said he [...]

I went to a modeling shoot today. This, I must say, is a pretty cool picture. Interesting, but pretty cool. I don’t personally like the hair blowing all over the place but I love the expression on my face and the way my skin looks all white. The photographer said he’s so impressed with that [...]

Revelations about the development of my personality aside, I have been having a great time out here. It’s the best way to spend winter break that I could possibly imagine. I have been seeing so many people… relatives. And they are all so supportive. It has been a comfort to me during this time, to [...]

Well I wanted to write one more time while I was out here. It is interesting being here. I’m learning some things, but I don’t know what they are yet. It has a lot to do with figuring out how I became the way I am. I know the answers are here. Somehow. Bits and [...]