What I have been doing at work today:
playing with virtual crayons….
Can’t see the movie? Then you need this.

I really should be doing homework but I want to talk for just a little bit about how great church was today.
Hey Steve, I actually feel like going to church, now! I want to be there. I look forward to it so much. It’s a miracle. I hope the same thing happens for you.
Anyhow, yeah, [...]

Yea, I finally got back some more of my pictures from my photo shoot out in California.
Look at them!
Comments about which I should include in my portfolio would be welcome. They’re too redundant to include all of them (though I’d like to).

Yes yes yes yes yes yes YES!! Tonight, after Crusade, I’m going out partying with Laura and Amanda. She just informed me of this fact a couple minutes ago. Stopping by the min lab always holds nice surprises. And on March 1 or somewhere’s there around, we’re throwing a joint birthday party, at her house. [...]

After I wrote this entry, the day got remarkably better. I’m so glad I went to Campus Crusade. I got flowers out of it! That I got to carry home on the bus! All the girls there got flowers and a card from the collective guys.
Also, I talked to this one guy Jonathan, who [...]

Trying, trying, trying, not to feel depressed today.
It was actually a pretty good day. Thursdays usually are. Because I have finished my education classes for the week, which I hate. Dr. Diecchio was totally right. When I told him I was taking these classes even though I don’t want to be a teacher, but I’m [...]

I feel sad right now. My eyes hurt. I feel like I’m walking around in a daze. I think I’ve been staring at a computer screen too long. So of course what am I doing, staring at one a little longer.
I applied to SCA today. Student Conservation Association. Offering internships in national parks. I think [...]

I don’t want to find myself
I want to lose myself
Blow, strong wind
right into my face
Sting my skin with your biting cold
Awaken me from this paralyzing comfort
Strip away the pallor from my cheeks
Drive out of me all the pain
the shame, the memories
Release me, oh release me
from the burden of existence
Empty me so I will be light [...]