Death yesterday, life today. Happy easter! I wore my pink lace dress to church today and I put flowers in my hair. I like that. Flowers in my hair. Gotta celebrate spring to the hilt while it lasts… I’ve got some flowers in my room too. Hyacinth. I think that’s what they’re called. White ones. [...]

It’s always hard after I see him. He was wearing a shirt I bought him today. He took me to the grocery store. And then to lunch. “I’m your friend,” he said. He doesn’t understand what it feels like to be in love with him. He can’t imagine what I see when I look at [...]

I saw the Mexican guy again today at the bus stop. I couldn’t avoid talking to him. Know what he said to me? He apologized. He said he was really sorry about what happened. Kept saying it over and over. He said he was drunk when he talked to me on the phone that night [...]

Trying to concentrate on my homework, but I keep thinking about how soft his hands were. How soft his cheek was, right after he shaved. He had bright eyes, and long hair, and went around in a trench coat. I loved it. I forget what it feels like to be kissed. It’s going to be [...]

talked to steve on the phone an hour ago. it’s over. finding songs to help me cry… this is a good one. I love you steve. I always will. and I’m sorry. and… it hurts.
Just three miles from the rest stop
And she slams on the breaks
She said I tried to be but I’m not
And [...]

This morning, when I went to the bus stop, the bus stop was gone!
In it’s place, was piles of dirt and machinery. The entire sign, post and all… nowhere in site. I had to walk to the next closest bus stop and I missed the bus.
But while I was waiting there at the other bus [...]

Today I went to see this family who I may be moving in with after I graduate, and live with them while I get my master’s degree. And oh my gosh, the things they offered me… It seems to good to be true. Thank God I’m not so jaded I still believe that things that [...]

My favorite hymn, which is Irish, and which we sung today in church.
Be Thou my vision, O Lord of my heart;
Naught be all else to me, save that Thou art.
Thou my best thought, by day or by night,
Waking or sleeping, Thy presence my light.
Be Thou my Wisdom, Thou my true Word;
I ever with Thee, [...]

So I should be studying for my GRE but I keep thinking of things to say so here I am.
Today I went to my field experience in the public schools. Today I learned that I really need to start driving. School started at 7:30. I had to leave at 5:40 to get there taking [...]

Well, this past three days I have had a little adventure. On Thursday after all my classes were done I went into the min. lab and Laura was there and she asked what my plans were for spring break and if I wanted to go to Virginia Beach with them. I wasn’t sure because I [...]