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excitement

Thursday, December 30th, 2004

Well it looks like New Year’s should be pretty fun. I get tomorrow off work. Tonight I’m going to Alchemy (for the first time! always wanted to go!) and tomorrow it’s looking like I’ll be at first night in Annapolis.
I found a room that I really want to rent that’s practically walking distance from [...]

words of wisdom

Tuesday, December 28th, 2004

I said I wished she could have written me a letter, and I suppose in her own way she did. Last night I made a compilation of all the comments my mom has left in my journal and sent me through email over the years. I appreciated some of these at the time. Others I [...]

don’t let there be a hole in the world tomorrow

Monday, December 27th, 2004

Some more christmasy goodness:

I have cuter pictures of the little boy, but I liked that one because it has Rob in it too.
Old toy trains, little toy tracks, little boy toys coming from a sack,
Carried by a man dressed in white and red, little boy don’t you think it’s time you [...]

Merry Christmas!!

Saturday, December 25th, 2004

I wish you all happiness today.

We’re about Nine

Thursday, December 23rd, 2004

Roses for mom
If you ever gambled, if you ever lied
If you ever hurt someone else for the sake of your own pride
If you have chemicals firing all over your head
telling you not to do what all the other chemicals said
You are living this
You are living this
You are living this human experience

Crossing the Golden Gate Bridge [...]

this human experience

Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004

I am so glad to be back. The couple days I was in California felt like a nightmare. Friends and family are all clustered around my mom in a state of shock. They hover around her bed never knowing when she might wake up and say something and not wanting to miss it. She tries [...]

Friday, December 17th, 2004

Edit: Nevermind. The people just called and changed my job interview because its predicted to snow on monday.
I’m taking that as a sign I need to go out there now. Just bought the tickets, will fly out tomorrow.

the clock is ticking

Friday, December 17th, 2004

Well I guess it’s finally sunken in. I broke down into tears in the middle of the We’re About Nine concert last night. I was thinking about all the things my mom would have liked to do that she’s now going to miss out on. She was always so involved in life and full of [...]

my feet are burning with the fire of the world

Wednesday, December 15th, 2004

I loved the Steven Delopoulos concert last night. Especially when:
(1) He sang Daisies and Roses!
It starts from the motions that blade ’round my mind
Causes premonition, and it takes me out of time
It’s a story told over of how I came to be
screaming from the mountains, “I was blind but now I see”
I am a soldier, [...]

Did you make disease, and the diamond blue?

Tuesday, December 14th, 2004

I haven’t been updating recently because I’ve been too busy bringing my wicked schemes into fruition.
SERIOUS!
I’ve been Christmas shopping
Life’s been pretty fun. This email I got this morning is raining on my parade though :(.
Dear All,
This is a painful email to write. I do again apologize for the mass email, but we do [...]

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